This chick opens me at the counter.
B&N: Hey, I Haven't seen you in awhile.
Esca: Do I know you?
B&N: I think I've seen you before...
Esca: Can I get a [hot sandwich]?
Lord only knows why I do this. I think it's my issue that I do things in life based off extremes, and usually only react to things in life with extremes. It's bad. I know for a fact I could get so much more out of life by working on my balance and nuance.
Case in point ^^. A cute girl who I would absolutely give the business to opens ME and I blow her out immediately. This isn't to say I shouldn't neg her slightly, but if you were there to see my tone...well you can imagine I actually treated her like I was a complete stranger and she must be crazy. Damn my issues with beautiful girls finding me attractive.
Remind me to tell you about the African Model on a bus ride story.
Needless to say, I tried to recover from it but it still was utter failure. So, to not make myself seem like an utter fool I small talked with a lady sitting next to me to still look sociable. Still a fail.
Sigh...
I ruin an easy opportunity..
B&N: Hey, I Haven't seen you in awhile.
Esca: Do I know you?
B&N: I think I've seen you before...
Esca: Can I get a [hot sandwich]?
Lord only knows why I do this. I think it's my issue that I do things in life based off extremes, and usually only react to things in life with extremes. It's bad. I know for a fact I could get so much more out of life by working on my balance and nuance.
Case in point ^^. A cute girl who I would absolutely give the business to opens ME and I blow her out immediately. This isn't to say I shouldn't neg her slightly, but if you were there to see my tone...well you can imagine I actually treated her like I was a complete stranger and she must be crazy. Damn my issues with beautiful girls finding me attractive.
Remind me to tell you about the African Model on a bus ride story.
Needless to say, I tried to recover from it but it still was utter failure. So, to not make myself seem like an utter fool I small talked with a lady sitting next to me to still look sociable. Still a fail.
Sigh...
I ruin an easy opportunity..
